5:10pm
I was supposed to have an opthamology appointment today to discuss the ultrasound results and finally get some answers on whether or not there is actually something wrong with me, but as i was on the bus on the way to the hospital, 50 minutes before my appointment, i get a phone call saying the appointment has been cancelled. honestly im so fucking livid, i stayed up all night because i was so anxious about this appointment and they just fucking cancel it like that, im seriously reconsidering even going to the next one because i just dont care anymore, ive been back and forth so much and theyve been like "hm idk whats wrong come back again next month" every time and im so so so sick of having appointments all of the time ;-; i hate it
In good news though, after i woke up from sleeping as soon as i got home this morning i got the notification that my phone is coming tomorrow!!!! im so excited and it actually turned my day around a little, plus im gonna have a super nice dinner made for me by my lovely wife who always cooks yummy food for me :3 i love her sm