10:18pm
today i had an ultrasound on my eyes to see if there are calcium deposits inside my eye that is causing my optic nerves to appear swollen, the ultrasound tech saw the deposit on my right eye but she wasnt convinced that there was one on my left, which could mean bad things :/ im going to have to wait until my appointment on the 10th with the opthamologist to find out the results properly, hopefully the tech just misread the situation and there actually is a deposit in my left eye, if the opthamologist cant tell either im likely going to have to have a head scan so they can figure out whats wrong me. im just so tired of having appointments all the time, i wish i was normal and not disabled, i hate it so much :(
in lighter news i found out that the custard we can get is pretty low in fat so it fits in with my diet! i had it with my mug cake earlier and it was so so tasty it makes the cake so much better. i miss eating salads but i want to wait a few more days for my extracted tooth site heals a little more before i eat anything that isnt soft, its not going to be fully healed for 3 weeks which is so annoying ;-; i was hoping to get some nice food out next week with my wife but that will have to wait